7.14.2007

Pictures by Euna Kim

Here are pictures from Euna's camera..

Roxy show


Keep sending 'em in!!!

posted by Steven at 12:43 AM


7.09.2007

All the songs, all the songs

With the final Jack show it's time for the entire cast to come out and take a bow. All the songs are now available on the Music page (linky above) for streaming and free download (mp3).

Enjoy, and please feel free to share. Just mind the CCL (at the bottom of the Music page).

posted by Steven at 3:41 PM


7.08.2007

After the Roxy show...

I think.. that was our best show. How about that room, eh? Everyone was super friendly, which is critical for me.. there are so many bitter sound guys in Hollywood (just quit, mate..) and last night, Franky was awesome. I heard the house mix was great too.

Setlist:

  • Together Apart
  • Talk About You
  • Misery Need Company
  • Beautifully Strange
  • Break
  • Far From Home
  • In Spite of it All

    Yes, it was bitter sweet, our last show. But honestly, more sweet than bitter. The four of us will certainly continue to work together, outside of the close community we're all a part of already. We're having a Ken Chan Cookout (have you been?) in a few weeks.. anyways.

    I did see a lot of cameras out there, so thank you for taking pictures for us. Please email them to isawyouattheroxyon777@jackthevain.com or you can also upload them to your favorite intertubes site to share. Just let us know where it's been posted. And soon I'll share them back with everyone else.

    It was great hanging with you last night.

    posted by Steven at 12:46 PM


    7.06.2007

    How far we've come



    The Orange Room, June 28, 2007


    The very first time I ever went on a stage to sing my own songs (Ofivina, 2001), I had Shane and Ken there with me. Looking back then with what I know now, I see so much more what good friends they had been, encouraging and supporting me like that. It often is not very gratifying to back some amateur, who has no prior experience, wholeheartedly as they did. They were water to a small seed in my heart.

    Gosh how far we've come since then. They saw me through my first EP as well as my last. Ken and I recorded an acoustic duo album in my livingroom. And the many many gigs throughout (with their stories). The hours at Norm's on Pico. And that's just the music-related stuff. I sang at Ken's wedding, and some day I'm sure Don will ask me to sing at his wedding too. :) Shane never liked my singing, so we'll see about when he gets married.

    Don joined early last year, and after a small warm-up gig at Molly Malone's we were off to Chicago to play Northwestern U. I think the first night Ken, Don and I wandered Evanston until 5 in the morning. Needless to say we got to know each other pretty well. It's strange how our lives thin and fatten, and when two thin threads coincide they seem more susceptible to stick. I guess we all need one another.

    But man, stick 4 guys in a studio to create some songs they all can put their names behind, and you REALLY get to know each other. Ken threw a drum at Shane. I kicked a dent in Shane's car. Don spit at me. Shane got angry. None of that really happened, but we certainly challenged one another, and as such I think we all grew.

    Which brings us to our last show. We are ready, are you ready? We've been working on a set that will send off Jack in proper form. Over the past week or so, I've been posting, in our blog, stories behind each of the six songs we will perform tomorrow night. So get to know them - take a good listen as you read each story.

    Have your tickets? Know how you're gonna get there? Got an exit strategy? Just get yourself in. We'll take care of the rest.


    Saturday July 7th 8:00pm @ The Roxy
    9009 W. Sunset Blvd.
    Los Angeles, CA 90069
    All ages, tickets $10

    [TICKETS] [MAP]


    Thank you for the memories,
    Steven

    posted by Steven at 12:25 PM


    7.04.2007

    Far From Home

    Far From Home was written earlier this year, around April. Ken had written a series of chord progressions as an exercise in voice leading. We got together, ate some food and sat to write the melody for it. Some of it survived to the final version, but as usual the band tore it apart and reassembled it to be what we recorded.


    Live a life
    Chasing the wind
    Building castles that house
    A heartache

    Live or die
    It all feels the same
    In the end you will find
    All was in vain

    Truths and lies
    Speak to me
    What they find
    Teach a memory
    Of a life
    Far from home

    It never dies
    The need or the shame
    All these treasures you hold
    In dust they remain

    Truths and lies
    Speak to me
    What they find
    Teach a memory
    Of a life
    Far from home

    God and man are calling out to me
    Calling out to reach a part of me
    So in need of peace and love
    God and man are calling out to me

    Free
    But they tell me to be
    Be all I can be
    Make all that I can make
    Build all that I can build tall

    That God and man call to me
    As to reach, reach a part of me
    In need to see
    Truths and lies
    Teach a memory of life
    Far from home

    Truths and lies
    Teach a memory
    Of a life that's
    Far from home


    I wrote the lyrics soon after, after some heavy thinking I'd been working through. It was basically a meaning of life question, to which I found the bulk of my answers in the book of Ecclesiastes. This guy, Solomon, a king, decides to expend the resources he has toward this same question. After having entertained everything a man could possibly desire:

    - a harem, check.
    - built vineyards and castles, check.
    - wealthier than anyone in history, check.

    ..and came to this conclusion: it's all meaningless. And whatever you accomplish, gets erased and wasted and trumped eventually anyway. Which got me thinking. Are we here to accomplish anything? Does God need us to carry out his work? Who are we to say we offer our endeavors to God? So I came to my version of this conclusion, which is we're here to grow. Learn, become better people, through our successes and despite our failures. And in the end the purpose of this growth is to understand God better. We are not here living our lives for this life; it is for the next. That is the jist of the chorus ("Truth and Lies..")

    The bridge ("God and man...") along with the following verse ("Free..") is my criticism of the church today. Its emphasis on ministry (doing something for God) seems dangerously contorted without the right foundation. The message that we must accomplish for God seems to put right back on us a weight that was lifted by Christ. It's a root cause, I believe, of the lack of long-term success in the church today.

    ...

    The song was originally written in 6/8 time, and we tried many variations on the feel. A radiohead version, a rock ballad version, even a Tony Bennett version. The song at one point switched back and forth between 4/4 and 6/8 as it moved from verse to chorus and back. Eventually, we felt that once the song launches it shouldn't return (a formula used in many Jack songs) and settled on the recorded arrangement.

    This song sets me free. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed being a part of creating this song.

    posted by Steven at 1:11 AM


    7.03.2007

    Together Apart

    Together Apart was another song originally from the Acoustic Sessions album. The song was written in 2002, and it's been performed in various forms at past Steven Kim Band concerts. To tell you the truth, I don't remember what the song is about.


    Courage for the future
    To find ourselves
    What keeps us together
    What tears us apart
    To share in oppression
    To love is to gain
    What keeps us together
    Won't tear us apart

    Ran into the future
    Running from the past
    Into her arms I fell
    Forty times I knelt
    Begging her to please
    Give it to someone else

    Throwing condemnation
    Kicking the fallen
    Who will keep us together
    When you tear us apart
    Looking through a plank
    The speck in her eye
    He keeps us together
    But we tear it apart

    Ran into the future
    Running from the past
    Into her arms I fell
    Forty times I knelt
    Begging her to please
    Give it to someone else

    Love will come
    On that final day
    And make us one
    Sun to sun
    We're prepared for
    What we'll become
    And we're dying for
    Nothing more
    Than empty wars
    It's a crown of thorns

    Ran into the future
    Running from the past
    Into her arms I fell
    Forty times I knelt
    Begging her to please
    Give it to someone else


    The two recorded versions are very different, and in both versions my favorite parts are the bridge. In Acoustic Sessions, Ken and I took a very western, almost Spanish approach to the song, which is especially pronounced in the bridge. When Ken was gonna lay down the solo, I described to him a moment where the character, having long run away from his demons, decides to turn around and face them. It's a final charge in slow motion. I think he dies.

    The VAIN version was decidedly more rock. We added a bridge section (well, lyrics and a lead-out). We simply took to fun with this song and came out with a high energy 80s hard rock homage.

    posted by Steven at 2:56 AM


    7.01.2007

    Beautifully Strange

    Ken has released several albums with his Jazz Trio, and Beautifully Strange appears on his second CD. His version and the Jack version share the chorus sections, but the two songs are very different. I had written most of the lyrics down one evening when I ran into his CD on an iTunes playlist, and the cadence of the lyrics just stuck to the chorus section he had recorded. We fleshed out the verse, pre-chorus and other sections together, which we then recorded.

    The song is about losing everything, and in it finding a freedom that was there with Creation. Free from self-hype and its balances, free from those expectations which are unsustainable, free from playing the game, whether ours or someone else's. And when tragedy strikes, when you lose everything, perspective comes into town selling valuables in trade of the fake things we cling to.


    It's interesting
    What trauma brings
    To men like me
    See it

    It breaks a spell
    No one can tell
    The truths it sells
    See it

    Careful what you say
    Just might let you have your way
    Taking it day by day
    Keeps the monster at bay

    Beautifully strange
    With nothing left to cover me
    Life without a blame
    What you get is what you see
    And you breathe so easily
    'Cause what you want is what you need

    I hate myself
    Won't you help
    Break the spell
    See it

    My fingernails
    Give away
    My last betrayal
    See it

    Careful what you say
    Just might let you have your way
    Taking it day by day
    Keeps the monster at bay

    Careful what you say
    Just might let you have your way
    Beautifully strange
    With nothing left to cover me
    Life without a blame
    What you get is what you see
    You take it day by day
    Try to keep the thoughts away
    And you breathe so easily
    'Cause what you want is what you need
    What you need



    This song has an alternate version that is very different. Fully written, though we abandoned it for the current version. In the end we liked the spacing in this version much better.

    But man, I had such a hard time singing this song. It may not sound like it, but it is a tough song to sing. Breathing right is very tricky in certain sections, and you have to rapidly switch between voices to make the song neither oversung nor undersung. Maybe we'll release a karaoke version some day to prove my point...

    posted by Steven at 11:22 PM